Through the Current of My Sovereignty

Through the Current of My Sovereignty

In the Season of Sovereignty, my body became both storm and temple. This is the story of how I moved through the fire,  through rage, heart openings, and power so immense it remade me,  and how I learned to let it move as light.

Through the Current of My Sovereignty

There was a time when the energy inside me felt like it could split me open.
It rose from deep in my pelvis, molten, alive, relentless, pressing against my ribs, my throat, my skull. I would shake, tremble, and wonder if my body could hold it. It wasn’t pain. It was too much power for the shape I had been living in.

The world calls it menopause.
I call it remembrance.

When the first surges came, I learned to move with them instead of resisting.
I shook until my breath returned.
I walked beneath the sky until the wind steadied me.
I lay belly-to-earth, spooned against the soil, and felt her pulse my system back into rhythm.
I let rain cool the heat.
I hummed until the vibration met the fire and turned it to light.

When the current gathered in my belly, I guided it upward with breath, through my spine into my pineal gland, where it burst behind my eyes in a bloom of gold. I’d feel it rise through my crown, spill into my torus field, and sweep down around and  through my root again; a circuit of living light.

Then my heart began to open. Wide. Raw. Holy.
The openings came like lightning, one after another, cracking through years of silence.
Rage poured out. Not hatred, but truth finally unbound. Rage for every time I was told to quiet what I knew.

Because I have always seen.
I could see the paths ahead before others walked them.
I could see the fractures in their timelines, the forgotten ones hovering near, the angelic currents and shadowed distortions moving through their fields.
I could feel what was coming, and when I spoke it, the air would change.
Some turned away. Some feared me. So I learned to stay silent.

But this passage stripped away that silence.
The energy in my body demanded truth. It demanded voice. It burned through every place where I had dimmed my sight to stay safe.

I screamed. I cried. I wrote.
I pressed my hands to my chest and breathed until the sound of my own heartbeat became ceremony.
I forgave myself for hiding. I forgave the world for not being ready to see.

Each surge of heat became a solar cleansing.
Each rise of emotion, the flame of power returning to its rightful flow.
Each heart opening, an initiation into love vast enough to cradle every realm, light and shadow, with peace.

I created rituals to anchor this evolution:
a cup of herbal tea between my palms,
rosewater across my face,
a candle lit for my own becoming.
Some nights I lay flat on the floor, letting the current move me like a river until it softened.

Now the energy still hums in my belly,  bright, steady, alive,  yet it no longer threatens to consume me. We move together, this power and I, like breath and flame.

The Season of Sovereignty is not collapse.
It is ascension through embodiment.
It is the spirit remembering itself through flesh.

I still shake. I still hum. I still move energy when it builds.
But now it feels like communion,  the current and I in one rhythm, breath, heart, and Source woven as one.

Through the fire, I found my freedom.
Through the rage, I found my truth.
Through the openings, I found love vast enough to hold it all.

I am power.
I am peace.
I am the medicine.

 

If you have felt the current move through you,  the fire, the trembling, the unbearable beauty of becoming, trust it. Your body is remembering its original language. You are not breaking. You are becoming light in motion.

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